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June 30 2015


Settling In: Adelaide, South Australia

Everything's everywhere or should I say I'm all over the place. I have no idea honestly. Things feel right yet wrong. I feel like I've left a part of me in Singapore and my journey here in Adelaide should grow back the other half of my heart. I have no church community and it feels really terrible, haven't been able to play the piano for mass or even touch the keys. It's a horrible feeling. I'm just going to rely on the Holy Spirit and discernment of what I think I should do. 

Walks home after taking bus 600 is scary because the sky is like 7/8 dark and its only 5.40pm? But I get to see the sunset for like a good 5 minutes? And it's scary because it's a really quiet (ah moh moh/ orh lu lu) the walk to my place (about 1.8km) and it becomes a real test of my faith. And today being the first time, I never expected myself to feel so scared that I almost cried and was literally shaking. I've never felt as scared as this. Praise and Worship music pulled me through. And this is the first of the many walks and days home. But I'll trust that God is with me, or he walks with me through the darkest valley so whom shall I fear. 

Let's hope things will get better. Hoping to find a youth community and hopefully play for mass real soon and introduce new mass orders (gloria, psalm, mass orders, our father). Pretty please. 

And I want to go to Calcutta, India. Love the book I am currently reading about a young girl's experience in Calcutta. ALL of what she said relates to me. Its called Lessons of Love and Secrets of Sanctity by Susan Conroy, Grab it if you can. It's a really good read. 

Time to head for bed. 2 jackets, 4 blankets, 1 pair of gloves. Its too cold for me. Another good 2 months? Sigh pie. 

June 16 2015

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June 08 2015

exactly a week to go, 7 more days. 

May 19 2015

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Opposite personalities at times, two different people yet we always, and I mean always seem to end up with same thoughts, same page. With dreams similar to mine, same country destination goal as me. But I don't know what the future holds. How things will be different soon, less than a month. All I know is I just want to share every moment with you. I don't know if I ever will. And that scares me. 

May 07 2015

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when goodbye is the best way

April 28 2015

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"The stars lean down to kiss you
As I lie awake I miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
'Cause I wish you were here."

April 15 2015


March 31 2015

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Sensitive people are the most genuine and honest people you will ever meet. There is nothing they won’t tell you about themselves if they trust your kindness. However, the moment you betray them, reject them or devalue them, they become the worse type of person. Unfortunately, they end up hurting themselves in the long run. They don’t want to hurt other people. It is against their very nature. They want to make amends and undo the wrong they did. Their life is a wave of highs and lows. They live with guilt and constant pain over unresolved situations and misunderstandings. They are tortured souls that are not able to live with hatred or being hated. This type of person needs the most love anyone can give them because their soul has been constantly bruised by others. However, despite the tragedy of what they have to go through in life, they remain the most compassionate people worth knowing, and the ones that often become activists for the broken hearted, forgotten and the misunderstood. They are angels with broken wings that only fly when loved.

-Shannon L. Alder

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March 30 2015

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Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with His glory♡

March 24 2015

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March 09 2015

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'Cause in a sky, cause in a sky full of stars
I think I see you.'
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Tell me not to go. Tell me to stay. 

March 06 2015

The world scares me cause people can be so real yet fake you don't know when's what. 

March 05 2015

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Cause time is running out. And all I want is you.
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February 27 2015

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Just because everyone swims that way, it doesn't mean it's the right way and you can't swim in the opposite direction. 

February 21 2015

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Eyes locked, fingers intertwined, bodies against one another, as we dance in tune to the lullaby of the night sky. 
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January 29 2015

Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for human masters.
— Colossians 3:23

January 27 2015

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